Voice
of the Fox
The Newsletter
of the Martial Arts Training Service
Three
Weeks in June
by Maureen Browne
Autumn 1998
It
has been quite a while since I have written an article for the Voice
of the Fox, and I apologize for the long delay. I would like to
share with you some of the experiences I had during three weeks this
June at aikido Summer Camp, the Pat Browne Memorial Seminar and the
National Women's Martial Arts Federation's Special Training.
Aikido Summer Camp
was an intense week-long workout during which Scott Moore passed his
ikkyu test, Aaron Starr passed his shodan test, and I recertified for
my fukushidoin license. The way the test are administered at camp is
simple: You are called up before Chiba Sensei and the teaching committee
and the 300 or so members attending camp, and you perform the techniques
as they are called out with a variety of different ukes who seem to
appear out of nowhere. The dan tests usually take well over an hour.
I lucked out this year because Im old, and got to do a demonstration
for my fukushidoin recertification instead of the usual test.
The evening of my
demo, Aaron tested for shodan before me. His test lasted about an hour.
Then the younger members testing for fukushidoin were called up, which
took at least another hour. Finally the teaching committee started calling
up the people for demos. My legs and hips felt numb from sitting on
the mat so long. Also, I had not eaten much dinner, and I was starting
to feel a combination of nausea and lightheadedness.
Then my name was
called. As Aaron and I were bowing in, Vasquez Sensei told me I had
five minutes. "I'll take three," I though to myself. That
was my last conscious thought; the rest of the demo was a flurry of
movement and breath. For some reason, I was incredibly aware of my own
and Aaron's breathing. I also experienced of a feeling of strength and
power that surprised me momentarily, until I relaxed into it and used
it for the rest of the demo.
I have had similar
experiences in demos before, usually in front of very large crowds.
One time in St Louis, in the summer of 1977, Rich Roberts and I were
demonstrating on a mat that had been sitting on a stage in the sun at
the dedication of a Japanese garden. There were about 500 people in
the audience. When we stepped on the mat to bow, a red hot pain shot
through my feet. Rich threw me first which was good, because I could
get my feet off of the mat. Then I did a counter to one of his techniques
and my segment of the demo started. The same feeling of strength filled
my body, and I was throwing him so hard that we were both laughing by
the end of the demo. "What happened?" he asked me when we
bowed off. "I don't know, was my reply.
Another time, in
a jujitsu demo at the Last Fling in Naperville, I was doing sword-taking
techniques with Rob Campbell and I swear he was attacking me in slow
motion. My brother Pat was in the audience that year, and I asked him
if it looked like we were going really slow. "No," he replied,
"that's the way it should feel."
A week after aikido
Summer Camp, we had the Pat Browne Memorial Convention at our dojo.
We had jujitsuka from all over the country in attendance, and our dear
friends Bob Krull Sensei and Bob McKean Sensei as guest instructors.
As part of the convention, black belt tests were held and three of our
members tested. Karen Kerfoot passed sandan, Jason Gussman passed nidan,
and Faisal Akbari passed shodan.
Faisal's test meant
that we are now producing black belts who have never been on the mat
with Pat. It is hard for me to believe that much time has passed since
my brother's illness and death. I know Pat was still alive when Faisal
started training, but the last year of his life Pat was too sick to
visit our dojo. The convention itself was two days of intensive workouts.
Everyone had a great time and trained hard. I know that Pat would have
been be pleased.
At the Saturday
evening demonstration, I once again demonstrated with Aaron. Same demo,
same uke, totally different experience. This time, my awareness focused
on my three-year-old nephew, Lenny, and his six-month-old sister, Rosa.
When I started to demonstrate, Lenny came onto the mat to get a better
view, and little Rosa, who was sitting in my sister Joanne's lap, started
yelling and waving her arms above her head when I began to throw.
I was filled with
a feeling of sadness and regret that my brother wasn't there to see
his niece and nephew experiencing jujitsu for the first time.
Three days later,
I left for the National Women's Martial Arts Federation's Special Training
at the University of Maryland. Four hundred sixty women martial artists
from around the country attended. At the instructor's dinner the first
evening I became reacquainted with Professor Helen Carolla from Southern
California. We had met briefly at the AJJF convention in 1997.
Professor Carolla
told us she had started training with Professors Ray and Marie Law and
in Oakland, Calif., in 1941. It was there she met her husband, Professor
Dom Carolla, and together they founded the Carolla Judo school in 1946.
She and her husband both hold fourth dans in Kodokan judo and ninth
dans in Dan Zan Ryu jujitsu. (I was saddened to learn that Professor
Dom Carolla had recently passed away.)
Professor Carolla
was surprised when I told her that I was a fourth-generation Professor
Ray Law student. My brother Pat's first jujitsu sensei, Steve Paulding,
started training with the Laws as a child, eventually earning the rank
of yondan before coming to college here in the Midwest.
It was a pleasure
to have Professor Carolla watching all of my classes at Special Training
and commenting that I taught thetechniques just as she had learned them
from Professor. Law. I also had an opportunity to uke for her in one
of her classes.
On Saturday evening
there was, of course, a demo. The gym was packed with well over 500
people in the audience. My demo with Megan Weschler went well, but it
was strange to hear yelling and cheering every time I threw. Since this
was the first time Megan had ever uked for me and we were on gymnastic
mats that were full of gaps and wrinkles, we were both very careful
with our footing. We received a standing ovation at the end of the demo.
The last demo of
the evening was Professor Helen Carolla. She was awarded the 1998 NWMAF
Award of Excellence for her lifetime contributions to the martial arts.
I watched as Professor
Carolla choked and joint-locked her ukes with her foot massager, then
threw and beat them with her cane. She explained that she visits senior
centers and teaches these techniques.
All I could think
of was, "I wonder if I will be able to do that at age 80?"
Her demonstration was truly an inspiration to those of us who plan to
spend the rest of our lives on the mat.