Voice
of the Fox
The Newsletter
of the Martial Arts Training Service
I
Made It?!
by Alex Jovanovic
Spring 1998
To
celebrate the anniversary of MATS' uchi deshi program, Aaron Starr and
I took the senseis and the other uchi deshi out to dinner. It was the
second anniversary of the program as well as the completion of two very
difficult years in the deshi program for Aaron and me.
As
we finished our dinner, Maureen Sensei asked us, "So what are you
guys going to do now?" Aaron had asked me the same question earlier,
but before I answered him, I had to reflect on what the deshi program
has done for me. As Aaron and I reminisced about our experiences in
the program, I made my decision.
It
was easy to start in the uchi deshi program, because I didn't really
know what I was getting myself into. I doubt any of us did. For the
first whole month a soreness lingered throughout my entire body, mostly
due to the exercises that John and Maureen put us through, plus the
daily practice and every kids' class, with only Friday and Sunday to
rest. Both senseis did warn us that it wouldn't be easy, and it wasn't--physically
or mentally. That was the break-in month.
From
then on it was smooth sailing. My body wasn't sore anymore, and that
damn hakama stopped getting in the way. My flexibility was better than
I had ever thought possible. The endurance I developed was fantastic.
My strength gradually increased. My throws and techniques became easier
and faster to accomplish, and the lists of required techniques seemed
as though they were second nature.
Near
the end of my uchi deshi commitment, the time came for me to take my
shodan test. I never had second thoughts or got nervous. I just did
my thing, finished, passed, and kept on practicing.
John
and Maureen started this program so they can develop future instructors.
One of the things they emphasize is how important it is to be a good
teacher. Teaching is an enormous responsibility, more than taking out
the garbage or watering the plants. The kanji on the large wooden board
on the wall of the dojo roughly translate as, "A shihan's (master
teacher's) influence transcends three generations."
If
a teacher is ignorant, sloppy, or misguided, the students will be as
well. We are being trained to become instructors, not to be a dead branch
of our noble martial lineage. Teaching is an enormous responsibility,
more than taking out the garbage or watering the plants. That is why
the deshi program is so grueling.
As
difficult as it was, I can't imagine my life without the uchi deshi
program. I now have qualities that I would never have received in a
life without jujitsu and the program.
So
when Sensei asked me, "What are you going to do now?" I said,
"One more year," hoping that I'll improve even more.